You’re Not Fair…Not At All

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You’re Not Fair…Not At All

(June 3, 2023)

 

Tomorrow’s the 8th month that you left and never to return. It still pains me. Every day I wait for you hoping to see you again and feel you. And every waiting day is always in vain. Always in pain. Always in tears. It is just not fair!

 Is it not fair that you are happy up there while I am very sad down here.

 It is not fair that you are at peace up there while my heart is in turmoil down here.

 It is not fair that you sing your songs with the Angels up there while I whisper in silence my agony down here.

 It is not fair that you are smiling at me from up there while I shed tears of sorrow down here.

 It is not fair that you enjoy your favorite music up there while I am lost in the stillness of the night down here.

 It is simply not fair.

But you know what? One thing I am sure of despite all this seeming meanness of the situation. Those years of us living together were the best years of my life. Years of happiness, mutual support, admiration, understanding, friendship, and most of all, of love. And I have all those in my treasured chest of golden unforgettable memories that you probably did not bring with you. You left them all with me. And that balances the equation.

Someday, I believe, God will bring us together again. And our special friendship shall continue far beyond the memory of time.

I just need to be patient and wait. Sabr.

 

Location: Toronto, ON, Canada

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