JOURNEY INTO SPACE AND TIME

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JOURNEY INTO SPACE AND TIME

(June 2, 2023)

I’m sorry that I am not able to move on as fast as you would have wanted me to. 

The loss was just overwhelming and until now it’s taking me time to understand how things happened the way they were. 

It wasn’t easy to erase the memory of your loved one as he took his last breath right in front of you when just before that happened everything seemed to be normal and even fun.

 It was emotionally traumatic to say the least. 

I know you were trying your best to sort of cheer me up and help me move on. 

Thank you for the effort and time. 

But I am sorry that I just could not speed up my healing. 

I’ve been trying…and crying in the privacy of my room.

 I’ve been praying to God as hard as I could to expedite my healing process. 

It just takes some time. 

Be patient with me. 

I also ask myself every day to be patient. 

Sabr has become my mantra to remind myself to be patient with myself. 

I must…I need to, otherwise, 

I pray that I take my own journey into space and time. 

In God’s time…according to His will.

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